purpose

had a vision this morning while driving to work
once i'm done with everything, i so wanna get out of here
go to different places, explore them and have new experiences
it probably won't happen until four years from now
feeling kind of excited! maybe i'll be like a nomad 
only take what i need, and God will take care of the rest
just the thought of it motivates me
motivates me to work harder and just keep on going everyday
it's my new goal

at least i found my purpose in life
i don't know what God has in store for me
i'm still alive so He must have something ahah
i guess i won't know til later on in life

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happy 8th month vivi!
you're getting so big and hyper
i don't know if we'll be able to keep up with you :(
oh lawd have mercy

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i find it hilarious when men get jealous when they find out their wives or girlfriends are hanging around me
there's probably smoke coming out of their ears when they mention my name
it probably has to do with my name
bo is not just for males ok, it's a unisex name 
no need to get all worked up

in my group of my friends, i think jerald is the only one who trusts me
the rest thought i was the enemy
like armando, i heard from his ex-wife that he told her she and i should lessen the amount of time that we spent together
seriously, if you really love someone, you wouldn't tell them to stop hanging out with their friends just cos you're jealous..... just sayin
i wouldn't do that to someone that i love... that's just petty

also, when that time my friends and i went bowling (that was the time when mojica and jay were still a couple)
i guess jay said something to mojica and she stormed off crying
so i went after her and we sat outside the building
i asked if she wanted to talk about it, trying to comfort her
then she told me about their problems and how he got jealous over me
come on now
i'm your friend too jay and it hurt me that you didn't trust me

he probably thought i was going to steal her away from him
as if that would happen... she ain't even my type
i'm not the kind to break up a happy union
it's just not my style, that's not me
even if i did have some feelings for one of them, i wouldn't dare try anything
i would just stay far away from them cos i wouldn't be able to live with myself otherwise
i'd rather keep it to myself than inflict (emotional) pain on a friend
if it's meant to be, it will find a way

that's why i became so uneasy when i called some of these people my friends
they're more like acquaintances
but it's ok
although our bond or connection won't be the same