commandments

what the effing eff??
all these people getting suspended at work but me! where's my suspension lettah!
ugh... can't even take a break from these people

so i heard something uber ridiculous that someone said at work
this newly converted woman said that God doesn't love everybody
gurl, what kind of god are you worshiping?
maybe your god doesn't, but mine does
don't think that just because you've gotten into Christianity, it automatically makes you superior to others

being a Christian doesn't mean you're perfect
it means having to swallow your pride to save and maintain your relationship with others
it means loving and treating one another like how you would want to be treated
and most importantly, it means loving one God with all your heart, body and soul

heck, i'm far from perfect
i lie, i cheat, i hold onto anger, i'm selfish, i'm lazy, i cuss
i'm only human... but i try my best to be a better person than yesterday
and that's what matters... you try 
Jesus died for us and gave us free will
it's up to us if we choose to live on without our conscience or to follow Him and His ways

you're preaching oh so highly like you're not a sinner yourself
you said you had an affair with some guy in prison while you were still married
but you also say your marriage was dead anyway

just.... just stop
stop right there
girl, it don't matter if your marriage is dead, in the eyes of God y'all are still married okay?
that's considered adultery... you committed adultery
stop making excuses and start owning up to your mistakes

i know i'm a sinner
sometimes i think i don't deserve God's love and mercy
but i try to make up for it in any way i can
i don't make excuses anymore
i accept that fact that i sin, yet i also try to better myself

it's things like this that make me want to think about looking for a new job
i've been weighing some stuff and i have concluded that it's not worth it
these people have a very bad attitude and the gossiping never stops
i've been taking the high road for too long, it's time to move on to better things