Life mysteries

I like being a part-timer/on-call.

And apparently, according to Maria, I'm a call girl.

Haha... a little inside joke of ours.

Unless I'm doing what I absolutely love, I try to spend as less time in the workplace as possible.

I don't like being around people.

I'd rather have a cat or a dog.

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So nice to be reunited again with Ms. Chanelle herself.

She still makes me feel loved and appreciated <3

She also made me realize that I complain too much about work, and that I don't find joy in what I do.

Well, she's probably right. I do complain a lot. 

But it's not all that bad. Helping people is rewarding. 

Being thanked, when they hold or kiss your hand, getting a hug or gifts from them, or when they say good things about you... those things definitely bring joy to my heart because I know that in some little way, I was of help to them and made a difference.

But I don't want to tell people that.

Either they get jealous or they'll just roll their eyes and think I'm all that.

I don't like to be arrogant.

Besides, I agree with Jimi Hendrix. As he once said, "I don't like compliments. They distract me."

I really don't understand why some people like to be the center of attention.

Their egos must be way up there.

That's one of life's mysteries that I'll never uncover.

Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me, a sinner.