hello december!

first day of december
holy madness... where does the time go??
two more months and i'll be... a year older 
huhuhu... crying a pacific ocean right now
keeeeeeedding
i'll probs start worrying about my age when i reach 45 and still single
i better make a pact with someone 
that if both of us are still single by the time we're 45
then we'll have no choice but to tie the knot
hahaha how sad
dunno if i'm wild enough to do that

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pretty much done with christmas shopping.... i think
can't i just give people hugs and kisses instead!? 
or maybe cuddle up by the fireplace and exchange stories?
gawd
i should have been a stripper

i don't know who else to give prezzies to
if i'm forgetting anybody else, oh well
better luck next time 


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i read an article online about this wealthy man in china
who sued his wife for giving him ugly babies
i find it hilarious and ridiculous 
turns out, his wife had cosmetic surgery before they met
i mean someone should look at how this woman looked before the op
the difference is unbelievable

what has this world come to?
people marrying people for their looks?
are they really that shallow?
whatever happened to loving someone for who they are?
or perhaps this thing called 'personality' does not apply anymore?

i feel sorry for them
because they really are missing out on one of the most wonderful feelings in the world
loving someone for who they are is like discovering one of the world's treasured riches
it makes you wonder
how come you've never seen a thing like that before?
then you slowly learn to appreciate them

before you know it, you get this warm and tingly feeling in your heart just by watching and listening to them
even just by being with them
it makes you wish that time would stop
so you could cherish that moment with them

but of course a broken heart is no fun
the big decision is whether to take that risk or not

[keep in mind that a life without risks is no life at all]

in the end there are people who cannot be convinced
you just have to show them

Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me, a sinner