Friday the 13th

Welp... my appointment was very informative. I made the appt because the receptionist said it was the next step to take. All Corey did was show me around the place. Didn't even know what my schedule will be, or when they're going to contact me. I went in there knowing nothing whatsoever of the place and first thing he asks me is 'how can I help you today?'. Well gee Corey, I don't know... you could show me where people go to pee and shit. Goodness... I was kind of expecting a warm welcome and maybe some insight of what is to be expected from this. Ahh, oh well... I guess it's the waiting game all over again.


Had our staff meeting today. As usual it was pointless. The gossipers, people not doing their jobs, or people doing their best but still not good enough for the big bosses and all that nonsense. I left 15 minutes after the meeting started so I didn't hear the rest of it... thank God. I could never understand why some people can't keep it professional. Don't they have anything else better to do? Geez people, stop focusing on other people's business and mind your own. It just gets on my nerves. One of the things I hate about that place. Then I think to myself, they're not worth it. And I move on.


Was talking to Kevin last night. The boy had good timing. As I was getting ready for bed, he sends me a pm on fb. Talked to him for about an hour... And before I go on, I should mention that our convos will seem odd to other people. We just talk about random things and we have our own little inside jokes. 

I miss Siew... but life goes on. I guess it was time to outgrow our little friendship and move on to better and bigger things. I think that's why I don't invest too much emotions and time in people. Because I know that when better things come for them, they will eventually leave you and move on. They'll meet new friends and have new experiences. Not like I'm mad or upset about it. I've already accepted that it's part of life and it's very common. It just makes me sad... but if they are happy with where they are, who am I to get in the way of their happiness? Just saying. 
I don't mean to sound depressing but that's life. 




Hmm... I'm kind of excited for next year. I hope God has something great in store for me. I am looking forward to having a busy lifestyle again. I think I've been idle for too long. I'm also gathering the courage to confess to the love of my life. I am planning on doing it before this year ends. I mean I have to. That way I won't have to think and stress about it so that I can solely focus on my life. 















REJECTION, BRING IT ON!!!