regret

sixth day of 6 days in a row of work!! freeeedom freeeeedom! 

i wish i could run outside, fall on my knees, rip off my shirt and yell freedom cos it's more dramatic that way, and cos that's exactly how i feel right now

one day off then back to work till friday :'( huhuhu WHY

aaaahhh gotta help armando clean up his place tomorrow T_T 

that's it i'm crying me a river

came home from work today and found these two outside the house... they're definitely up to no good... they are planning something.... evil cats takeover!!

whatchu lookin at pussycat

went to chili's to buy dinner cos cooking is overrated

while driving in the car, the song "i don't wanna miss a thing" by aerosmith came on... my mom said i sang it when i was a kid and aunt joyce laughed because i sounded funny... aunt joyce passed away a few years back... my mom said that she was the one who took care of me when i was a baby... she would scold people if they didn't take care of me right... she would look after me and iron my clothes... she really loved me... and whenever i think about my relatives who passed away, i hold back my tears... i didn't even say my goodbyes properly... my grandparents, my aunt, and my uncles... it pains me so much, especially knowing what they went through... like my aunt joyce, she fell in love with a married man and he was very abusive... she died giving birth to his child but he never even once came to visit his son... it makes me mad, but i pray to God that he will realize his mistakes and repent...

today i realized i'm just a lonely girl with a deep desire to be with her family, but can't because things are not the same anymore... the time i had with them i took for granted... that is one regret that i have