mind raped

today is a pissy/tickoff/annoying kind of day... first my boss denies my request for some time off... i don't see what the big deal is... it's only 3 days girl, loosen the fuck up.. how hard is it to call the agency, it's not like you've never done it before... in fact you call them so much it's probably why they send people everyday even when they're not needed... fucking hypocrite

and i decided to get a haircut and since the place of my first choice didn't accept walk ins i had to go to another place and had a white lady cut my hair... biggest mistake of my life... from then on, i swore to myself that i would NEVER let a white person cut my hair, NEVAAAR! bitch did a half ass job on my bangs, and overall my entire hair

unsatisfied, i went to that korean lady next to the filo restaurant... i had to wait probably almost 2 hours, but boy it was worth it... that woman did wonders to my already fucked up hair... i still can't believe i tipped that white woman more than the korean lady... from now on i'm gonna start going to her for my haircut

so i texted jill about my request being denied and i told her i would call in sick for two days... since she took so long to reply, i told her i wouldn't be able to call off cos i have no guts whatsoever... then she gets upset and tells her sister and her sister texts me... i explained that i was only teasing her but i guess she took it seriously... friggin' texts ruin everything (-_-) if i had said that personally i think she would've found it funny

but what i like about texting is it doesn't show your real emotions... your facial expression usually gives it away... and since i'm uncomfortable about dealing with feelings, texting or writing is my ideal way of expressing my thoughts

sigh... however people just don't seem to get my sense of humor... sad, just sad.




















then i heard from a little bird that auntie fely was asking around about why i haven't hooked up with armando yet... umm, yeah auntie, not gonna happen... he's a nice person and all but it's just... well let me put it this way... he has some qualities that i just don't care for at all... then armarie goes and tells her i'm not interested in men (-_-) i guess that's why auntie fely is so awkward around me now


ahh oh well... what's done is done... although i don't think my sexuality or preference is anybody's business... i don't go bragging around about who or what i like, i don't keep it a secret either


i see a person for who they are on the inside.. but if i were to fall in love, and it happened to be a girl/old man/jew, then that's that... whatever happens happens... can't do much about it... 



































love knows no age, gender and/or race