Bittersweet

The DLS sisters are finally in Japan now, having the time of their lives.

Can't wait to go there myself.

Question is, will that ever happen?

Only God knows.

So Janine posted this pic on IG.

And it made me think....

Why am I the only one without a Japanese (boy) toy?

Denzel even has one!

How come I got placed on the crab!?

That boy on the left is cute too.

And obviously unmarked.

You're making me doubt you Jae.

Stahp messing with mah head.

Stahp it.

Yes I am an idiot for thinking this away.

I am well aware of that.

I'm also aware that she might have just pressed on the pic randomly.

BUT THAT GUY IS CUTE.

Anyway.

Failed my 2nd exam.

Got 45 out of 60.

Just needed one more point to get 76%

I still want to argue this one question that I got wrong.

It was a female patient who just had a hysterectomy (I think... somewhere in that area)

And we want to prevent pneumonia

So the choices were,

1) Cough, deep breathing

2) Explain the importance of incentive spirometer

3) Medicate before ambulation

So I was thinking, she just got out of surgery

So the best intervention would be cough and deep breathing

But the right answer was medicate patient before ambulation

I learned that during pre-op we have to educate the patient about cough and deep breathing

Now that I think about it, each answer is correct.

Why didn't she just make it select all that apply?

I dunno. 

That got me depressed.

Then Professor L. just added to my misery

The vague lectures, unclear outlines.

I'm kind of losing hope now.

I may not make it.

Gotta start planning for what to do if I don't pass I guess.

Janine and Audaine were comforting and told me to keep fighting.

I'm really trying you guys.

I'm doing my best.

No matter how bad I want it, if it's not God's will then there's nothing I can do about it.

He's the one directing my life to wherever He wants me to go.

His plans are greater than mine.