SOON TO BE RN

Wow. It's been so long since I've written a blog. 

Well block 4 was extremely harder than I thought. I cried, became hopeless and apathetic more than usual.

 I didn't think I would actually be able to bring my grades up after I had that at-risk meeting with prof. P. 

God has been so good to me and has given me things that I don't deserve.

Despite it all, I held onto my faith and asked for guidance. I'm sad that my friends didn't make it but I'm also glad that I passed. I have worked so hard to the point where it was affecting my health.

I know this is not the end. This is only the beginning of a much tougher road ahead. I will keep praying for strength as God is the only one who makes all things possible.

I am happy and proud to say that I made it through nursing school and I'm ready to go out into the world and make a difference.

This is me. I am strong-willed. I am faithful. I am blessed. I am soon going to be a nurse.

Rebellion

This has got to be one of my favorite dialogues of all time.

Kyouko: I had a sickening dream: a dream where you had died. But that's the reality, and that this world where we're fighting side by side is the dream. Is that what you're saying, Sayaka?

Sayaka: This isn't something as sad as just a dream. I thought I didn't have any regrets when I died. But the reason I ended up taking this job and coming back was because I did have one regret. The fact that I left you behind.

Lunch

Chromie offered his lunch to me.

Come on now, you know better than to offer me food.

Of course I'll say yes, bring that shit over here!

I didn't feel bad about the fact that he had to go out and buy his own food.

I still don't HAHAHAH

Thank you to whoever made this chicken curry

It was delish!

The beauty and the sick

Having someone to talk to like this is somewhat comforting.

We join in on each other's weirdness.

I guess you could say we're lucky we found one another.

I love moments like this.

But we don't get enough of it.

With me in school and her being busy, we just don't have the time.

The Blacklist is a show I've been recommending to her. 

I honestly think she will love it.

Rum raisin has an interesting taste. 

It tastes like rum but it's not unpleasant.

It's weird cos I don't like the drink but I like the ice cream.

I think it's the alcohol.

This one doesn't have it though.

I love messing with this girl.

Or with other people for that matter. 

Doppelganger

I think I may have found my anime or should I say manga twin. 

Meet Mei Aihara

We share some similar traits too... moody, pessimistic, loner, emo 

The only difference is:

She will never be as cool as me

And I will never be as popular as her.

#foreveralone 

MurseCorp

Got asked to draw a design by prof. John

Apparently he's starting a new organization for male student nurses

And he needs an image to represent them

Why the hell not, I thought.

Just this morning he was saying how there was a male empowerment group on campus.

I thought that was funny.

Better give me credit for the drawing prof. J!

He gave me mentos for my goddaughter as thanks bwahaha.

Should have told him green-tea flavored kitkat so the girls and I can enjoy it instead! (as per Temi's suggestion)

Why didn't I think of that?!?

Anyway, I passed practicum with flying colors except for the math quiz after.

The direction said round to the nearest tenth.

Why the hell did I round to the whole number?!?

I was too blown away to get mad at myself... even laughed in the car while driving home

Especially that last question.

I multiplied 5 (instead of 0.5) by 1000. What the eff was I even thinking （￣□￣）

Lily

Took an afternoon nap today.

Did I really just dream about one of Victoria's Secret's angels, Lily Aldridge?!

Even dreamt about a nice set of red laced underwear.

VICTORIA'S SECRET Y U TRYNA ADVERTISE IN MAH DREAMS

Anyway, in the dream, I thought someone broke into my house (in the Phil.) 

Turned out it was just Lily taking a shower.

And when she came out of that bathroom (clothes-less), and tried to cover my eyes... 

Then I half woke up.

My body was fighting to go back to sleep but I knew if I did that, I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight.

I need to get up early tomorrow after all. 

And I have that quiz T_T